Playlist - Always darkest before the dawn…
[ooc: A darker playlist, because that’s just how I was feeling at the time, with the lyrics from each as a kind of explanation for why I chose each song… hope you enjoy!]
Supernatural
Adam - Krwlng (Linkin Park) “Without a sense of confidence, I’m convinced there’s just too much pressure to take… Against my will I stand beside my own reflection, It’s haunting how I can’t seem to find myself again, My walls are closing in.”
Alastair - Burn (Three Days Grace) “I’ll tell you now you can’t win this, Cos you’re way to slow, I’ll tell you now I’m gonna take this, Did you come here to watch me burn.”
Anna Milton - Broken (Seether ft. Amy Lee) “The worst is over and we can breathe again, I wanna hold you high and steal your pain… There’s so much left to learn and no one left to fight.”
Balthazar - The Last Fight (Bullet for My Valentine) “I wanna stand beside you, I wanna try and feel the pain you’re going through… Should I fight for what id right or let it die.”
Becky - Guilty (The Rasmus) ”I put a shield upon you, Never ment to hurt you, Would have only poisoned your mind, Never meant to make you cry… Don’t you leave and say goodbye, Cos you have changed and so have I.”
Bela - Monster (Paramore) “I’m not the villan, despite what you’re always preaching, Call me a traitor, I’m just collecting your victims, And they’re getting stronger, I hear them calling.”
Ben Braeden - Bite My Tongue (You and Me At Six) “You get me on the edge of my seat, I bite my tongue so you don’t hear me, I wanna hate every part of you in me, I can’t hate the ones who made me.”
Castiel - Whispers in the Dark (Skillet) “No, you’ll never be alone, When darkness comes, I’ll light the night with stars, Hear my whispers in the dark.”
Chuck Shurley - Hey Man Nice Shot (Filter) “They think that your early ending was all wrong; for the most part they’re right, but look how they all got strung.”
Claire Novak - No Fear (The Rasmus) “Girl, Your final journey has just begun, your destiny chose the reaper, Girl, The rain falls down from northern skies, Like poisoned knives, With no mercy, Girl, No fear.”
Crowley - In the Shadows (The Rasmus) “I’ve been watching, I’ve been waiting, In the shadows all my time, I’ve been searching, I’ve been living, For tomorrows, All my life.
Dean - Save Me (Poets of the Fall) “Save me, I’m my own worst enemy… You’re the only out I see, And I need your love the most when I least deserve it.”
Death - Get out Alive (Three Days Grace) ”No time for goodbye he said, as he faded away, Don’t put your life in someone’s hands they’re bound to steal it away… If you want to get out alive, Run for your life.”
Ellen - Fight the Good Fight (Triumph) “Every day it seems much harder telling right from wrong, You’ve got to read between the lines, Don’t get discouraged, don’t be afraid, make it through another day.”
Gabe - Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol) ”I don’t quite know how to say, How I feel, Those three words, are said too much, they’re not enough, If I lay here, If I just lay here, Would you lay with me and just forget the world.”
Jess - Kiss from a Rose (Seal) “Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the rose on the grey… There’s so much a man can tell you, so much he can say, You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain.”
Jesse Turner - Disarm (Smashing Pumpkins) “I used to be a little boy, So old in my shoes, And what I choose is my choice, What’s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you.”
Jo - All I need (Within Temptation) “Don’t tear me down, for all I need, Make my heart a better place, Give me something I can believe, Don’t tear me down.”
John/Mary - Sight for Sore Eyes (Broken Iris) “Here comes the part where we start our lives, What a sight for sore eyes… Just one touch, We could change so much, On the edge I stand, Preparing to go, But I feel I’ve already been here.”
Kali - Wicked Game (Chris Isaak) ”Room was on fire and no one could save me but you, Strange what desire will make foolish people do, I never dreamed that I’d love somebody like you.”
Lillith - Tears don’t Fall (Bullet for my Valentine) “The path I walk is in the wrong direction, There’s always someone fucking hanging on… Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me, Her conscious calls the guilty to come home.”
Lucas Barr - Echo (Jason Walker) “Sometimes when I close my eyes, I pretend I’m alright, But it’s never enough, ‘Cause my Echo, Echo, Is the only voice coming back, Shadow, Shadow, Is the only friend that I have.”
Lucifer - Blow me away (Breaking Benjamin) “Blow me away, I will stay unless I may, After the fall we’ll shake it off, Show me the way, Only the strongest will survive, Lead me to heaven when we die.”
Meg - Let it Burn (Red) “Where were you when our hearts were bleeding, Where were you when it all crashed down… How long will you play this game, Will you fight or will you walk away, How long will you let it burn.”
Michael - War (Poets of the Fall) “Do you remember standing on a broken field, white crippled wings beating the sky, The harbingers of war with their nature revealed, And our chances flowing by.”
Patrick - Underground (Jane’s Addiction) “I’m a hustler, hustler, I’ll never give up the underground… Someone had to float some cash to pay for the wake and we all agrees, We’re all hustlers.”
Pestilence - If I had a Heart (Fever Ray) “Crushed and filled with all I found, Underneath inside, Just to come around, More, Give me more, Give me more.”
Ruby - Going Under (Evanescence) “Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you, Fifty thousand tears I’ve cried, Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you, And you still won’t hear me, going under”
Sam - Fight Inside (Red) - “What I fear and what I try, the words I say and what I hide, All the pain I want it to end, But I want it again, It finds me, the fight inside is coursing through my veins… Raging… The fight inside is breaking me again.”
Tyler Thompson - The Eyes Of Tomorrow (Broken Iris) “Here I stand tranquillised in this little white room of mine… So why do you say this conquer and dismay this peaceful sanity of mine… Maybe we’re all insane, I’m feeling so damn hollow, Staring into the eyes of Tomorrow.”
Zachariah - I Will Not Bow (Breaking Benjamin) “I don’t want to change the world, I just want to make it colder, Light the fuse and burn it up, Take the path that leads to nowhere.”
Doctor Who
Donna - Somewhere only we know (Keane) “Is this the place we used to love, is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of, And if you have a minute why dont we go, talk about it, Somewhere only we know.”
Eleven/Ten - On my own (Broken Iris) “Just keep my mind burning strong, Into the gaping emptiness I’ll go, On my own… The honour brought by those has faded, Slowly on it’s way to now, as if in vain.”
George Thompson - Down (Jason Walker) “I don’t know where I’m at, I’m standing at the back, Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing, I shot for the sky, I’m stuck on the ground, So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down.”
Jenny - Numb (Linkin Park) ”I’m tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface, I don’t know what you’re expecting of me, Put under the pressure, Of walking in your shoes”
Master - Sometimes (Skillet) “Sometimes I can’t deny, The demons that I face, Sometimes can’t deny I’m sometimes sinner sometimes saint.”
Martha - Chaos (Mutemath) “I know you stay true when my world is false, Everything around’s breaking down to Chaos.”
Meta Crisis Doctor - All I ever Wanted (Airborne Toxic Event) “I turn over again and I feel my heart beating faster, And I look out the window and I feel like I could scream… But I shudder when I think I might not be here forever.”
River - Time Machine (Viva Brother) “So I said hail everybody, I’ve got nothing left to lose, and I said hail everybody, cos I have to tell you, Love, love is a time machine.”
Rory - Hurricane (30 Seconds to Mars) “No matter how many deaths I die i will never forget, No matter how many lives I live I will never regret, There’s a fire burning inside this heart and a riot about to burst into flames.”
Rose Tyler - Breathe into Me (Red) “And this is how it looks when I’m standing on the edge, And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground, And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don’t feel the pain.”
Sarah Jane - Jar of Hearts (Christina Perri) “Who do you think you are, running round leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart… So don’t come back for me, who di you think you are.”
OC
Abigail Carlton - F-F-F-Falling (The Rasmus) “Life is so full of temptation, and I want to keep it that way, I know myself I can handle the game. Falling, down with the sun, can’t give it up, the night is calling me like a drum”
Quinn Drake - Boulevard of Broken Dreams (Green Day) “I’m walking down the line, That divides me somewhere in my mind…What’s fucked up and everything’s all right, Check my vital signs to know I’m still alive and I walk alone.”
Willow Abbermathy - See who I am (Within Temptation) “Come into my world, See through my eyes, Try to understand, Don’t want to lose what we have, We’ve been dreaming, But who can deny, It’s the best way of living, Between the truth and the lies.”